“Am I losing my Patience?”

Well got a job left it on the 2nd day, all worse things happening, argument with boss, no understanding & all messed up. Life was going in a proper way and again it changed its way of motion and took me somewhere else. I am not the best of all but still I am trying to be, am I failing myself or I am achieving the goal day by day? Multiple of question but with little suggestion, it’s so complicate to understand about this damn world and still I am unable to beat them in my words. I am writing day and night as many as much as I can; writing my thoughts, my suggestion, my understanding, my source of strength but it goes all in vain as me not so high as you are. Can see the sky, can stare the stars but can’t catch it as I fear to take a flight. Its worse, it’s simply worse, I am defiantly losing my patience

No job, no money, no proper handset and it’s been almost 3 months and I am still jobless, have given almost 15 interviews somewhere I was selected but no good package and somewhere I was not and the main thing is that in these 3 months I have written almost 10 articles. Well it’s the best what I can do instead of staying empty-headed coz. when there is nothing to do all bad ideas prevail to your head and which I don’t want.

Well Christmas and New Year is coming and I got 0 bucks in my pocket and lots of plan and ideas to celebrate it but how..? Writing so much about so many things but do anyone read it, I guess no one. No time for no one as all busy in their own fucking business and I’m just a job less. Just gaining everyday strength to fight and to understand people’s nature of thinking day by day. I might be wrong as my perception of seeing might be different, I might be too much practical about my life and ask everyone to be the same, I am the defaulter or I am not. Guess what I don’t know. Confusion’s are their but need to talk for a longer period to sort it out. Need more and more get together to know each other for a better future. Well its dam correct that you are the source code of my articles as you inspire me in every sector, every field, so that I can be better and do it, but am I capable of, am I having the strength to make it, am I lacking behind and can see all going with a nitro speed.

Yea it’s true as it’s hard to find job in own hometown, where you know if you don’t have any link or any sort of knowing you won’t get any job and if you get also you won’t get a good package. “Oh God show me the path so that I can meet it and make my destiny and show the world that I am too also good in my business.”

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“Politician or Corruption is the correct name”

We speak about our future we stick to the world and think and say big words about changing world. We ask to vote me, vote me, we will do what you want but do they really mean it or they just speak to get our trust. We blindly believe them and do according to them. There were many politicians who did and who didn’t do for our country, but still we run for them. I am a common man like everyone; just the simple thing is I think different then you.

“Atal Bihari Vajpayee (born 25 December 1924) is an Indian statesman who was the eleventh Prime Minister of India, first for 13 days in 1996 and then from 1998 to 2004. A leader of the centre-right Bharatiya Janata Party (BJP), he is the first Prime Minister from outside the Indian National Congress party to serve a full five-year term”. I was a child when he was the Prime Minister of India, well its looks cool when he was and lots of changes in the field of villages were on process and unfortunately we can say at that time Kargil War too started.

“But now days there we can say lots of things happening as our new Prime Minister Narendra Modi, has taken the steps to make clean India”. Well it’s something good but some error are still there like if we can take the visit of our  Prime Minister Narendra Modi in Assam, “for the time being as he is here everything is being processed to be cool, safe, properly, neat & clean; but what will happen when he will left Assam, well everyone knows same dirtiness prevails again. Why I am saying coz. as I have seen it and it’s going on like a procedure, we stop buses every moving vehicles as someone very important is arriving but do they realize how those people will return from office at night as they belong to middle class and they don’t have any vehicles of their own. It happens every moment when they arrive or other local minister’s visits those local roads. I have seen it; I have faced it, but still no solutions for it,

We can count in India how many “Holly Gods”, are there but in the case of Politician we can’t as they are many and day another day a new politician arises from everywhere, it is a business or job for them instead of serving for the “Mother India”. Well we encourage our upcoming generation to join politics that’s good, but if they who will develop India in the sector of education, technology, transportation, sports coz. all will be in politics then. I hate politics coz. all are good when they entered the field but certain time arises and they get involved in corruption only few politicians are left how they are when they entered. In election time we become mad our generations or the upcoming one, we shout to vote for them, we fight for them, we destroy our own future, go to jails for them, but do they recognize you after their winning. It’s a regular practice which is going on and I am seeing it from my childhood till present and I believe you all people to know it what’s going on what will be our future if we process in the same way. I want to see India a better, better in every place like we compare with everything, we should try to compare with growth, education, technology, transportation, sports etc. with other nations and be the best to make it good in every corners. These are the simplest questions and I believe if you all ask you your own self you will get the answer what we have to do and what’s best for you.

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“Love Life or Sentenced to Death, it’s my path to hell”

“Why we compare them with others, we stick to them and want to with them forever but do they understand it, we try to understand our love ones from every corner and try to make them come over it but do they try for you, we fight for our love, we say why you stare to others when I am with you, why we can’t understand or trust or have faith on him/her, why we desperately want to meet her/him but they don’t understand us, why we hear all allegations from them and still love them like hell till we exist, why?” Well these are the question which comes to my mind when I am alone and think what they say is I am that  or I am something else what I know about myself. I guess and most often I am correct about the situation, I try to make them alert about the horrible atmosphere they are sticking to and guide them the path of security, so am I doing something wrong? I know I am guilty and for my sins I am paying till yet and I will. I believe in my words and I prove it by doing it that’s why I am in my hometown, I am as simply as I speak and I am not so complicated.

People say, “I play smart, I am having attitude problem, I am an egoistic person, I am crazy for girls, but before saying that do they know me properly or they not”. Yes, I did some blunder mistakes which make you say so but is it really what I am or you don’t know me? Why they say that after sex we will forget them completely, is life made them so to understand for everyone or some are different? I loved you and I will always as I believe my soul is with you and I can’t forget you. I betrayed you I agreed but I came back for you also leaving everything and now I am here and I will be with you forever till I exist.

“I am the architect of my own destruction”, and I know that pretty well coz. after doing all good deeds still I am the defaulter in every sector. I just can say I am a, “Fucking Jedi a” and I believe in myself and seen the world more clearly through my binocular specs. You can’t make me wrong when I know I have not done anything bad. Just my sins are there as a barrier which puts me in a wrong position every time. But I thing honey I am saying to you I loved you and I am now back for you till I exist, u believe or not I don’t know, but whenever u turn beside you will always find me. “Love you honey”.

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“Child Labor is it a regular practice or something else”

Day by day we are processing further towards the betterment of our life and for our growth too. Well but few things we are not noticing for which we are lacking behind. The importance in putting child into labor, forcing them to work as a butcher, selling fish, working in someone’s place as a servant or making them bound to be a thief or a beggar. The main reason behind this is lack of education, family support and many more reasons. We are processing further towards the betterment of India but are we ignoring the brutal truth.

Recently from India Kailash Satyarthi as well as from Pakistan Malala Yousafzai won Nobel Peace Prize for their work on promoting child rights in the troubled subcontinent. They work hard to make those children free from the divesting life structure, they had done best to make their future bright, but are we taking these notes seriously and trying to implement the same. No, we are not, taking an example, “While crossing an minister house in my hometown, beside there was a three storage well building, well maintained, a car came horned for almost 4 times and what I saw a child age of 9 to 10 yrs old, struggling to open the big gate and was wearing torn cloths. I shouted in front of the minister house with my friends making them notice but no one react to it”. It’s been common in North East for child labor, we are working fast, growing day by day, education level is getting higher, we are introducing international studies over here, but it’s of no use. As which something is going on will proceed in the same manner only. Our Corruption level is so high we suppress those things and try to show different picture to the public. But when common people like me see’s this or tourist visits they see the horrible structure of our North East. Another incident which occurs in parks, “While visiting a park in my hometown Guwahati with my girlfriend, while sitting and chatting with her, a child with pathetic condition came and start begging, I was going to give some amount to him so that they can have something but when I closely observed his face and his shirt I was shocked they were drugged with dry stuffs dress covered with dendrite substance”. This is a regular ongoing process which is going on still yet and will run how further we don’t know.

We have to stood together be broad and talk about these things which is running and being a regular practice. We can stop these things and make things better for North East as it’s something which should be changed as at this age children should play, study and seek to their knowledge gaining strength. They are the future of ours and if they are taking a different steps which is horrible, painful and it will lead us to the, “Doom”. We should try our level best to make their future bright so that it will be gainful for us at the day end. Instead of giving them opportunity to do bad we should either put them to child jail where they can get education plus proper way to live their life or either if he is a servant, be proud and like you are sending your son/daughter to school send them to so that they can make you proud too some day. Make them study, learn them to live life and generate the strength to lead us, as what they are now is just nothing but going towards the path of destruction.

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“Happy Face or Doubting Nature it’s simply unpredictable”

You work day and night, give plenty of time to your family as much as you can, but what’s the use of it when you returned back home your mother fights with you for no reason and your girlfriend from another side fights for another reason and you are left in the middle thinking what the hell I did wrong. There is a saying that, “A woman’s heart and the depth of an ocean both are same as you can’t get the depth”. It’s punishable after loving your love ones desperately giving her time after getting scolding, why they don’t understands us? Why they don’t value us? Yes, they defiantly care for us, they give us idea’s how to modify our life and for our betterment. But why she thinks that I ignore her? Why they think that we will use them like others do? Why can’t she think that I love her like hell?

Mother, Mom, Mai different aspect how we call to the person who kept us for 9 months with all pain and agony and after our birth why we forget them. Yes, that’s true I was something else, I was rude, my talks were painful, but people change when he sees the world’s cruelty more clearly. I am changed and I love you a lot mother and I want to change the way you are now, give you comfort, respect, buy you all sorts of luxuries things which you are always capable of buying but you didn’t just for me. I was selfish thought only about myself, drugged myself with all sort of dry stuffs, enjoyed my luxurious life and at the end gained nothing but these things made me think about those persons who were attached to me and always thought about my life benefit. Now I am simple graduate but all my cousins sitting on the topmost with higher study and better life. I never regret for it, I know I did something which no one will ever be able to do. I lived my life according to myself but now I want something different, want to live for them who gave me so much my mother and my love.

I travelled almost all metro cities in India and say the disgrace and painful, fight among own self, henpecked learned to obey their wife’s/girlfriend no time to us their own heads. Why I am saying so coz. I have seen it, I am not saying about others I have seen the same in my own family, it was worse, I was a kid didn’t know much but still I heard, saw fights, teasing painfully among own sisters, no time to encourage them instead of speaking painfully. Yes, people have some features which they can’t change forever till the end but that doesn’t mean you speak rude to them, you can make them understand the same by coolness instead of harsh behavior as it will make them do the same more and more in angriness. I am trying my level best to make everyone understand everyone what I want and how to do it better and live life happily.

They say we support our family, our parents, then please give me a dam reason why should not I support my family; she struggled a lot to make me what I am now. What she did, she shared the things which you people say to her, humiliate her, make her a servant, scold her like hell and now I am there to stand beside her always like a pillar. I am bad and I loved it coz. I do nothing I speak the truth, which is nothing but the dam truth and painful speech which I say from childhood till now. I guess how they can be so rude, remember me only at the time of requirement and help why? I am a free bird and I love to fly as high as I can and one day you will realize for your mistake what have you done and if you don’t then God certainly will show it to you “AMEN”.

“Doomsday is not so far”

We say we want pollution free world, all place neat and clean, proper decorum, but do we really mean it? In India we have started something new called “Lets Clean India (Chalo Saff Kare India)”, but are we civilized enough to understand it. Our new “Prime Minister – Narendra Modi”, stood first and stated the sologon, but we Indian’s always search for a shortcut for everything as we are so busy in our societal life.

I have seen myself which disturbs me a lot ”while walking on road when I can see the dustbin is two steps ahead of me, but why still people threw garbage’s on the streets why man why?”. We say we are civilized people working in different high post, but still we think small. Wherever we see place where we can litter or we can do pea we do, on walls, on shade, wherever place we get we do so, are we dog or human being? There are many programs showing in television which can change our perception of thinking one of them is named, Satyamev Jayate”, we gather with our family to watch it, talk about it, criticize it, but what’s the use we forgot the same as quick as the episode ends, we process with our same things again. It’s been like a daily routine for them. I have been stayed outside from my hometown for almost 7 years. When I returned I saw many changes big buildings came out, new shops, well developed streets, many things changed in the sector of development of states, business, technology etc. but why can’t they change their mind too regarding the same. We develop things to earn more and more money, run after it, as expense has been increased rapidly day after day.

I incident which happened in front of my eyes and co incident it happened in our capital Delhi, corruption is so high, if we can turn in nights we can see the main corruption, main disturbing things held in Capital Delhi. The incident goes like that, “while returning from office @ 03:00 AM, there was a barricade where police checking goes on @ night for heavy vehicles, but the Traffic Police/Police are so fucking corrupt they leave them and ask them to move in 10 to 5 rupees or if higher goes to 100 rupees, when I saw it and when there was a eye to eye contact with the police officer he started hiding it”. We say we are secure in India where Army is Keeping us safe as they are guarding in boarder, Navy keep us safe from the sea invaders,  Air force keeping us safe from the air invaders  and police keeping us safe from inside. As there is a saying, “if Police is no longer corrupt then all will be cool and great in India as they always know what’s going on where and why, they are the source code”.

“Greenery is disappearing from earth”. We cut trees, ends forests existence to develop our own luxuries things. Multi National Company, Big Apartments, develop new multi storage shops, but we are forgetting something if there is no tree, then there is no rain and if there is no rain then there is no cultivation, no water to drink, there will be a chaos everywhere. Trees and forest are the main source of rain. We should stood forward against it and try to plant a seed, so that at the end of the month or year it will be a tree and it will help us in some sort of protection from natural calamities. So think about it, it can be a great step towards development too.

We can’t even think that we are going towards destruction of our own self, “Doomsday is not so far”. Antarctic is melting down, ozone layer of our earth which is protecting us from the sun rays is getting thinner day by day due to pollution, every prospectus is changing in earth, my hometown its November running but the temperature is going high @ 32 degree where it should be 18/21 degree. We are the turn over, if we can’t change our self quickly then we will be the mass destruction of our own and we will not be able to blame anyone as we will not exist at that time to say so.

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“Happiness or Sorrow, your choice of Path”

“Happiness is the strength of life and sorrowfulness is the path of destruction towards hell”. People say you should stay happy always, laugh as much as you can and fly as high as you can, but do you give us to live like we want. They talk about society, gossips, backbites; stare at us like we are gone steel something from their place. Why all can’t think a little bit broad enough? Why they fight among themselves to conquer something? Why they can’t stay happy and live everyone stay in their own manner? Why they interfere too much in others life? Why they try to dominate us when they know we don’t want? Is they want to know much about life or is there just “General Knowledge”, to interfere in others life?

I Laugh a lot when I see those thing, I’m not angry but I’m amazed to see those things. They are educated, well employed in Govt. job, well settled, but still why you are so immature? “Ahhhh Yea one incident, “Me was roaming with my Girlfriend, people were staring in such manner like what the hell I was doing on the street, a mature person came to take his daughter from tuition but while leaving he was staring so badly turning his head 360 degree, he just forgot that his daughter was sitting back”. They say from, “2000 century all boys and girls are equally”, but do you really mean it? We are running fast, growing in the field of technical as well as in education level, but does the thinking of the people changes? If a girl is wearing shorts, walking on the street, doing marketing does it mean anything bad why you stare so much? “You whistle when they pass you, is it necessary to respond to it, are they a dog or a human being”.

People say why we can’t change the world, yes we can, but if our mind is in such negative position we will never, the place where we are we will stay their only. We North East one of the most popular place where seven sister’s belong, place of hills, well placed education, weather always awesome, where mini Scotland belongs my hometown, beautiful places to visit, where tourism is on the best. But still some places people speak rubbish. “They don’t think before they speak, but why – are we bad, are we ugly, are we militants or it’s their perception what they think about us”. I can’t change their mind but I know what I am and what I am doing. Being best by showing others doesn’t mean you are good, you should be clear from your heart, speak truth, be faithful, be trusty, be a joker to make others happy coz. it gives happiness not sad, be joyful, be a shadow for your lover, stood straight, be straight and speak straight.

I can’t say much but I see everyday learn things and try to beat them in their own word. I am happy with my life, my family, found someone very special to me, who cares, inspires me every moment to learn to fight through this nasty world, gain strength, acquire confidence to see the better world in the future. “My new life started here, everyday every hour I stare think, I wish I was back few years earlier……….”

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“Angriness Solution or Destruction towards Volcanic Eruption”

Why People can’t think what can they do and what they can’t, possibility of life structure, making it well lovely. Why it’s like harm and angriness is all the solution, like volcanic eruption is always there, instead of that why they can’t sort a solution of the problem. If simply one sorry and one apology can change everything then why angriness is required, if you are correct from your side make people understand it and feel it that what you said is simply truth from your heart.

I tried my level best to make two people in my life to understand everything by my deeds but why they shout at me, why they show their frustration on me why on me? Am I doing something wrong, I said  truth of the world what these hollow corporate/private world means, it’s their thinking which we can’t change it as it matter of designation, power and defiantly attitude. People will try to break you apart, make you week by saying ups and downs, no language barrier, but it’s you who have to sort it out and have to make it smooth and show that you are best and better in your business field not buy buttering or by saying, “yes boss you are always right”, instead of that show him/her what actually your profile means and what you can do the best in it by your work. Yes, people make mistakes but that doesn’t mean that you are bowed down towards earth, informed or not informed all origination has its own rule and regulation. If you want to be best in your field you should have to know each and every deep path of your organization. How I can say so much? Spend almost 6 years in MNC Field, heard every language. It’s not what you delivered they want from you, they want you to be best in your field, so that people can admire you.

“Guardians says ohhhh son/daughter you have young enough to look after yourself I can’t look after you as I am retired now”, don’t be disappointed it’s what they have fought and made you tough to face it. You are self sufficient to look after yourself, you are working, you are running yourself, you are best, you are something which no one can compare, simple different from others, “You can say you are extra ordinary”. Defeat the fear; give dam to the world, because no can dominate you, you are special and be special. Beat the world by in its own word, speak well and they will understand what mistake they had done in their path. Focus and try to understand the world coz. it speaks the truth shows you the horrified and beautiful wild ones which you even can’t aspect, just stare it and read it.

I am not a philosopher or a writer, what I write I faced it, I have seen it and it’s simply hell like cool. They say metro cities are cool like ice, yes, it is but either it will take you to hell or it will make you cool. It’s up to you what you choose, as no one teaches anyone, it’s up to you what you learn by seeing, your eagerness to learn bad or good. The disturbing eyes, the appreciation with different reasons, the cunningness of taking promotion, the buttering spell, its simple unbelievably. I laughed a lot by seeing so, sitting on the topmost roof smoked too much but analyzed it you can’t change it alone coz. Whenever you try to change or make understand people about the fact another philosopher appears and he speaks too much and tries to put u wrong. Why we compare? Why we can’t be the best? Why we can’t sit where no one can see us? Why can’t we simple make understand people what we speak? Why it’s so complicated? Well lots of question but few answer’s, as for them it’s simply a nonsense talk, which doesn’t have any existence in this world, no one’s bothers to turn and look for it.

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