“Love Life or Sentenced to Death, it’s my path to hell”

“Why we compare them with others, we stick to them and want to with them forever but do they understand it, we try to understand our love ones from every corner and try to make them come over it but do they try for you, we fight for our love, we say why you stare to others when I am with you, why we can’t understand or trust or have faith on him/her, why we desperately want to meet her/him but they don’t understand us, why we hear all allegations from them and still love them like hell till we exist, why?” Well these are the question which comes to my mind when I am alone and think what they say is I am that  or I am something else what I know about myself. I guess and most often I am correct about the situation, I try to make them alert about the horrible atmosphere they are sticking to and guide them the path of security, so am I doing something wrong? I know I am guilty and for my sins I am paying till yet and I will. I believe in my words and I prove it by doing it that’s why I am in my hometown, I am as simply as I speak and I am not so complicated.

People say, “I play smart, I am having attitude problem, I am an egoistic person, I am crazy for girls, but before saying that do they know me properly or they not”. Yes, I did some blunder mistakes which make you say so but is it really what I am or you don’t know me? Why they say that after sex we will forget them completely, is life made them so to understand for everyone or some are different? I loved you and I will always as I believe my soul is with you and I can’t forget you. I betrayed you I agreed but I came back for you also leaving everything and now I am here and I will be with you forever till I exist.

“I am the architect of my own destruction”, and I know that pretty well coz. after doing all good deeds still I am the defaulter in every sector. I just can say I am a, “Fucking Jedi a” and I believe in myself and seen the world more clearly through my binocular specs. You can’t make me wrong when I know I have not done anything bad. Just my sins are there as a barrier which puts me in a wrong position every time. But I thing honey I am saying to you I loved you and I am now back for you till I exist, u believe or not I don’t know, but whenever u turn beside you will always find me. “Love you honey”.

love is in the air

“Happy Face or Doubting Nature it’s simply unpredictable”

You work day and night, give plenty of time to your family as much as you can, but what’s the use of it when you returned back home your mother fights with you for no reason and your girlfriend from another side fights for another reason and you are left in the middle thinking what the hell I did wrong. There is a saying that, “A woman’s heart and the depth of an ocean both are same as you can’t get the depth”. It’s punishable after loving your love ones desperately giving her time after getting scolding, why they don’t understands us? Why they don’t value us? Yes, they defiantly care for us, they give us idea’s how to modify our life and for our betterment. But why she thinks that I ignore her? Why they think that we will use them like others do? Why can’t she think that I love her like hell?

Mother, Mom, Mai different aspect how we call to the person who kept us for 9 months with all pain and agony and after our birth why we forget them. Yes, that’s true I was something else, I was rude, my talks were painful, but people change when he sees the world’s cruelty more clearly. I am changed and I love you a lot mother and I want to change the way you are now, give you comfort, respect, buy you all sorts of luxuries things which you are always capable of buying but you didn’t just for me. I was selfish thought only about myself, drugged myself with all sort of dry stuffs, enjoyed my luxurious life and at the end gained nothing but these things made me think about those persons who were attached to me and always thought about my life benefit. Now I am simple graduate but all my cousins sitting on the topmost with higher study and better life. I never regret for it, I know I did something which no one will ever be able to do. I lived my life according to myself but now I want something different, want to live for them who gave me so much my mother and my love.

I travelled almost all metro cities in India and say the disgrace and painful, fight among own self, henpecked learned to obey their wife’s/girlfriend no time to us their own heads. Why I am saying so coz. I have seen it, I am not saying about others I have seen the same in my own family, it was worse, I was a kid didn’t know much but still I heard, saw fights, teasing painfully among own sisters, no time to encourage them instead of speaking painfully. Yes, people have some features which they can’t change forever till the end but that doesn’t mean you speak rude to them, you can make them understand the same by coolness instead of harsh behavior as it will make them do the same more and more in angriness. I am trying my level best to make everyone understand everyone what I want and how to do it better and live life happily.

They say we support our family, our parents, then please give me a dam reason why should not I support my family; she struggled a lot to make me what I am now. What she did, she shared the things which you people say to her, humiliate her, make her a servant, scold her like hell and now I am there to stand beside her always like a pillar. I am bad and I loved it coz. I do nothing I speak the truth, which is nothing but the dam truth and painful speech which I say from childhood till now. I guess how they can be so rude, remember me only at the time of requirement and help why? I am a free bird and I love to fly as high as I can and one day you will realize for your mistake what have you done and if you don’t then God certainly will show it to you “AMEN”.