Well got a job left it on the 2nd day, all worse things happening, argument with boss, no understanding & all messed up. Life was going in a proper way and again it changed its way of motion and took me somewhere else. I am not the best of all but still I am trying to be, am I failing myself or I am achieving the goal day by day? Multiple of question but with little suggestion, it’s so complicate to understand about this damn world and still I am unable to beat them in my words. I am writing day and night as many as much as I can; writing my thoughts, my suggestion, my understanding, my source of strength but it goes all in vain as me not so high as you are. Can see the sky, can stare the stars but can’t catch it as I fear to take a flight. Its worse, it’s simply worse, I am defiantly losing my patience
No job, no money, no proper handset and it’s been almost 3 months and I am still jobless, have given almost 15 interviews somewhere I was selected but no good package and somewhere I was not and the main thing is that in these 3 months I have written almost 10 articles. Well it’s the best what I can do instead of staying empty-headed coz. when there is nothing to do all bad ideas prevail to your head and which I don’t want.
Well Christmas and New Year is coming and I got 0 bucks in my pocket and lots of plan and ideas to celebrate it but how..? Writing so much about so many things but do anyone read it, I guess no one. No time for no one as all busy in their own fucking business and I’m just a job less. Just gaining everyday strength to fight and to understand people’s nature of thinking day by day. I might be wrong as my perception of seeing might be different, I might be too much practical about my life and ask everyone to be the same, I am the defaulter or I am not. Guess what I don’t know. Confusion’s are their but need to talk for a longer period to sort it out. Need more and more get together to know each other for a better future. Well its dam correct that you are the source code of my articles as you inspire me in every sector, every field, so that I can be better and do it, but am I capable of, am I having the strength to make it, am I lacking behind and can see all going with a nitro speed.
Yea it’s true as it’s hard to find job in own hometown, where you know if you don’t have any link or any sort of knowing you won’t get any job and if you get also you won’t get a good package. “Oh God show me the path so that I can meet it and make my destiny and show the world that I am too also good in my business.”